Well since graduated with a BMGT degree. I'm trying to open up my own bus. hopefully within the next month or two I'll be operational. I've been looking after my handicapped mother... exciting as it sounds I feel like I've become such a drudge. workin' hard at spinning my tires. Or at least that's how I feel. Just recently I have to deal with the most unprofessional people of my life. I've been having to deal with a local home care group to help with my mom. But they such a-holes literally you would think that they would have the decency to deal with me as though I was a person and not just burden on their system. So instead of getting on with life I have to deal with this added stress and for what? If there was any other organization or group I could use I'd Happily change but there isn't but I guess that's my shit life for ya. At the end of the day It's just another mole hill I have to climb. Getting use to shit happening. My life it's not hard or excruciating it's just different. Being 25 I thought my life would have been a lot better or at least different. I mean I'm suppose to be out enjoying life not stuck at home with mommy and daddy right? But needless to say it is a learning experience. When I get old and sick I'm putting myself in a home. I just don't have the heart to do that to my mom. put her in a home. it's to drastic to final... so i just have to learn how to live my life while still keeping my mom at home. sometimes I feel like creating my own home care program so that I can show these a- hole how it's suppose to be done. who knows maybe I will just to prove a point! cuz' I’m tired of having to justify what I'm saying or trying to accomplish by keeping my mom at home is it really that hard? but they don't understand i don't think anyone really does.